Free will or destiny what can I change….

Let me make a few statements, your call, your point of view is completely justified. Your “Free Will” shall lead you to your “Destiny” and “Destiny” can be changed with your “Free Will”, “Destiny” is capricious, does it sound logical? I will be able to understand that, if the statement makes you feel like wayfarer. I guess you may agree, that we have made ourselves acclimatized to get used to, with the circumstances or let’s put it again, we have get accustomed to compromise, with the small little talk. To bring it to surface, we had when we were young, we were true to ourselves. Now, we let the small talk have the careened walk, which would not interrupt the selfish self. The small talk has disappeared in between the claxon all around us.  What is this got to do with “Free Will”?

Let’s take an example: you are sitting in a restaurant, the food was ordered. The “Daal” was not that great, you yelled at the waiter, that was the first thing you did. He went in changed in the dish brought it back to you. Now it was cold, so you yelled back and poor guy rushed in, you derisive him, for no fault of his. He goes back, while coming from the kitchen and your table, he simply spits in it!!! Your enjoy the meal, completely satisfied with what you have got. Would you have eaten, it if you would know actually, what happened between the kitchen and your table. Let’s move ahead, the drinks were high on you, after splendid dinner you start driving carelessly, cops pull you back. They could smell the liquor, you had a few arguments, the cops take you the police station. You yell out big names, curse the whole system. Somehow you manage to get out of the station, start driving back again, a open man hole appears, not realizing, you take your car over it. Now the car is damaged, the tyre is stuck. Your curse everything and everybody around it. Now you blame the whole issue as if errata written by god, called destiny. Is it your destiny? Didn’t you have alternative solutions right from the starting point to have a completely peaceful, pleasant night. Think about it? 

A few may question, what the waiter did, is that what should be accepted? I would say surely no, but that is not in your hands, one, secondly, he is using a “free will” in a similar fashion as you did. To spoil to the whole issue, he is building his own destiny, which would pay back, or if you have seen it, act as a bank and pay off his cheque, then and there(get him fired). Here also people would not do anything, cause first, it is not my business, secondly it is not my serving(forget it). But if it happened to you, you want the whole wide world, to say how much correct you are. Another question I drive slow and safe, still it had to be with me. Well two things, happen when people get into trouble they try to pull in whatever they get. The only way is to safeguard yourself, but in depth you would understand that, you did have the free will. How? Most of the times the soft little talk we avoid helps us to avoid hapless acts, avoiding to become hapless victims. If we would have just heard it.

Let’s put things back again, we start acting contrarians against our own self. To survive the logic, which would, reconcile with your destiny. You are the creator, of majority, I would not say all, but majority of the things, that happen to you. What is the rest, well that is your “karma” I wish to make another statement, hope you would agree to it. “As you sow, so shall you reap”, probably you may not remember it, it is not that happened in this sojourn, but some other sojourn. No man wants to be a sordid, the world may compel him to be. No man wants to be a perils, the world may compel him to be. I may recollect, we have become accustomed to blame the milieu, that we cannot take charge, forget for others, not even for ourselves. I agree the pressure in front of you, may be not even close, the frailty you may have to face. But let me bring forward some beautiful words I had read “When god solves your problems you will have faith in his abilities. When he does not solve your problems it means he has faith in your abilities.” It is a test that you have to pass with excellence, cause if not appeared for the test today, it would come back to you, there is no running away from it. It might, come only in a more crucial manner, if any less. 

The point here to remember is, you have had to act tough, you may have acted close to nemesis, to save your own self, justified. But what is important is to stay aloof from being bewitched with this act, again and again and again. You may reach the height of being acquired with all the power in the universe, it would be nothing more than an illusion, a myth that would lead you to being nothing more than a demented self.

 

It is important to save yourself, from getting harmed from some other person who could desolate you, for whom you have a disdain. But it is more important to save yourself from the habit of being saver of yourself in the name of being vindictive. It is in our hands. Would you pass any examination without studying? Would you reach well to your destination, without driving cautiously? Would you do any good to others, if you have a thief, or a false motive in your head? Think about it, there is a lot of things that “he” has empowered in us, use it to your liberty, it is your choice, be here as a friend or a fiend, but blame less to the world and more to yourself, suddenly this place would become a better place to live, not only for you but for everybody around you TRY IT, shall not cost you much.

E=mc2

“Albert Einstein” that is the first thing that came into your head, well yes he proposed this formula for energy and mass, well the interesting part is that he was not the one who started the study of it, but surely, the one to come up with a formula. So why are we discussing E=mc²? Well this time the thing we are talking about is energy within!!! surprised well I could not help now a days people only believe what they see, what makes sense, which has logic behind it. The amazing fact is people only see what they wana see. I hope you would agree to that. If there is something conceived through visceral incidents. It cannot be! Oh! I am not sure, let that be as it is. To this extent our formal education has induced in us, the power of proof.

The issue is not this. There was a time, the earth was flat that was the truth. Today the earth is oval in shape is the truth, has earth really changed it’s shape? Anything more than the density of air could not fly was the truth. Aero planes are surely heavy than that, is the truth. Did air actually became that heavy? Obviously the answer is that truth remains, what changes it the perception. Coming back to the E=mc² E is for energy, M is for mass and C is for the speed of light in vacuum*, so far so good? Good to know that, well this formula does not give us the origin of the energy. So came the statement “Energy cannot be created nor destroyed and energy in all forms has mass”*. Similarly “Mass cannot be created nor destroyed and in all forms has energy”*.

Oh my god that is like we cannot create energy, but we have it, we are walking, talking moving about, dancing, understanding. We have energy cause without that nothing can be moved right! You here with me till now. Ok the energy is coming from the sun, to the plants, to our kitchens into out stomach and we dance about. Something more before we hit the road “If either mass or energy disappears from a system it will always be found that both have simply moved to another place”*. Ok one more thing surely the last we shall again summarize it later. “Whenever any type of energy is removed from a system the mass associated with energy is also removed, and the system therefore losses mass”*. This is called mass defect. Simply to put in words. When we drive all the fuel is not combusted an amount turns into heat, deposits in the form of carbon, etc. This amount of fuel can be called as mass defect. The wastage during the transformation from one form to another.

What this all leads to? Well first, the energy is constant, it is just that over a period of years like millions of years, we have just come to know, how to convert it from one form into another. Agree. The total amount of energy is an unknown figure. So we basically all have energies. Ok then let’s move forward, the same nuclear energy is used to make the electricity and if I not wrong the same is used to make annihilation bombs? What are we doing about it? Have we just let the engine on in our lives to burn out the fuel, or are we actually driving every new city to see the wonders available in this world, waiting for us only to be appreciated? If the former is yes, why you doing that? If the later is yes, you know the world and pain is all plan and part of the game. There are problems, what we need to do it, let’s not multiply them. Just because roses are beautiful, they would not start growing up without thorns.

Let us together try to look at the pros and not only the cons. The energy is wasted to a non useable form even when you fight, also when you start working on the solutions. The energy is also utilized to make somebody drown and also to give a hand and help the person to stand on the feet. The energy is also required to break up relations and also to live up to them. We are using it all the time, it is ubiquitous, Why not use it as palliatives rather than creating sarcophagus? I remember a very beautiful line I had read in The Alchemist “When you really want something from the bottom of your heart, the whole world would conspire to make it happen” So be sure what you want, cause that is what going to come to us. We are energy, let it flow in the direction to reach to glory than the direction to reach destruction. The day we want to we will start living in a better place. Not because it is somewhere else, the power within us would make it happen here itself. 
* source www.wikipedia.org

Rains affect visibility. Let it not stop you to reach to glory!!!!

            Ubiquitous the drops of water may seem, right there and there and here and everywhere just a few minutes back it was not there. Now it is everywhere. Let’s understand rains synonyms to feelings like anger, hate, awkward, ego, jealousy, so on and so forth, keeping in mind the negative ones, that hover the air of our brainy head, leaving no space, to land the signs of  “positivism”. Think about anger for a black cloud that is just out to burst, you were having a quarrel, you have lost your patience and the anger bursts, the dark cloud has busted, now the visibility is decreasing, the rains are taking over, the quarrel is not close to an end, because of the decrease in the visibility, you are losing it so much now. The weather is getting turbulent, as the quarrel is not stopping and you are unable to see, another dark cloud comes up “ego”, now cause there is more to pour in, the different charges show their presence, behaving as the role model for lighting, it strikes. The visibility is minifying, the lighting is striking just round the corner nearing you. You are afraid and frightened to lose it all, you really don’t want to fall apart, “how could you do that?” the ego asks. Forgetting the actual path and misguided by the lighting. The demons flare of light coerces you to led astray from your path, you had started walking.  

            The speed of the walk has decreased, the accusative endings are moving apart, the distance increasing as the poles. The bright pathway that we started walking, the road to acceptability, to a common goal as a whole, has washed away, with dark clouds and lighting. The immediate solution is better understood to run inside, search for the shelter and wait for the rains to clear. You do that and there is sun peeping out from the clouds after sometime. You actually thinking it is a point of escape? You move out only leaving the trails of running away, rather than enjoying the sun. Then round the corner, the sun is taken over by the clouds. Awestruck to yourself, you thought it was all over. The rains are slouching you with pain right in the face this time. You don’t know, either to run or to stay back and face it. After a few successions of experiences, hidden in the hiding shelters, all you think is to stay back and fight.  Why you want to fight back? The billionaire question. Well because you are damp inside to the core. The walk to home was not you looked forward for and the destination has lost it’s path. You face it making all the wrong moves. The shelters you opted before, were not the best ones. As rightly said “There are no free lunches” those shelters were by fiends and not by friends. There is something that they have taken away from you. Your morality and ethics are put to task at times, You know this is not what I walked into the shelter for? But you in debt to the temporary shelter you have been taking in, while running in the rains.

            You could bring this all to an end, but sun seems to be brightly shinning only in the fiend’s shelter. You are confused, you are guilty of being in those shelters, you want an easy path, you don’t know how to go back home and set things straight. You start turning from being a tree to the world, to be a parasite dependent of some other tree. Self confidence is shattered by assuming the humiliation you would face. All building up for the tornado. The clouds are densely populated not, all the negative forces start acting. Why all this is happening? This is not I wanted even if I didn’t knew what I wanted? This is not for sure. Stuck in your own vicious circle. The more you remain, the more your strength is taken over by demons telekinesis. You have to break free yourself and it is only you who can do it. If you need the shadow of the trees they are to be planted, nurtured, brought to life also by you to expect the shadow. The neighboring shadow can never be yours. As your soul cannot be into someone’s else’s body.

            What really the rains are for then? The first time it starts it’s a drizzle. It is phenomenon that will happen, cause it is the part of the nature. Understand the fact you cannot just cannot change the nature. You need to hold hand together look towards the sky and welcome it with open heart. Let it make you damp to the core but you don’t let the person fall apart. It is when the rains are heavy, leaving you with muddy grounds, you walk to the rivulets only to make the boats sail. Rejoice together for the accomplishments made together and not fighting individuality. You might feel low, apart broken, aloof if you struggle the rains alone, but being together, the same things will come to you as togetherness, company and faith to survive. Also to put it simply,  understand the fact that the rains would occur. You believing it not to happen, is a belief and when the belief is opposed, you bring in the rains. Also understand First what you belief is that true? Secondly you are just a small negligible part of the world which can be ignored. You are here to play a role, why spoiling it with your own hands, by fighting for the coverage to the whole play. If you have to even come close to juxtaposition to something valuable you have to accept the others too. Thirdly is it for the whole? or myth to the whole but for your own? When you keep these things in mind the rains would only pour in as a sign of acceptability and a welcome to unending happiness.

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I so wished to be a black hole until.....

The rays of the sun could not penetrate the black hole and giving nothing in return to the observer and then it happened to me, the gravitational collapse(Gravitational collapse occurs when an object's internal pressure is insufficient to resist the object's own gravity.*) occurred. The fuel inside me was not enough to keep up the inflicting temperature in me. What is it? it is like you wished and all you wished was to be an ideal, in the inkling eye to be a sparkle, struck by lighting and revived only abysmally. Only to understand that the ideal has changed. It is dynamic, till yesterday conquering this stage was being ideal. Now when today I stand on the conquered peak(the ideal), the ideal has changed, but it would have been alright, if it would have been only higher and far-off. It was something that I had not thought about. A new road is shown where I haven't started but the ideal lies there and not here(the one I conquered).

Occult as it may seem, true as it is. Amidst I feel between the world I left and the world I will be struggling. Cause the world I left, I passed as a trespasser and the one ahead it not known. I would have done it with great zeal only if I had known this was the last one, I would not have trespassed it, but lived it to the core, but the ideal kept on changing. Anachronisms is what I feel for myself, only stumped to the beauty of the changing ideal. The seance happened, all I was longing for. Enlightened me, I understood that striving for perfection may not peace my soul, as the perfection is moral force, but striving for excellence would make me grow and peace came to my soul.


How could I just let this pass me? I had seen it only, not to realize the existence of it in my life. I had been given an opportunity to relish the world, all I did was to trespass. Only to achieve perfection, orthogonal it all seemed to me. The success can also be achieved by enjoying the path on which I walked, reaching at the top is surely success, cause you don't turn back to see where did you come from? only the next unconquered terrain. I grumbled about the mis happenings that happened, the incredulity I faced, the faith that I possessed was shattered into zillion broken pieces. I asked for help I was lurched, A guide to me happened, and I asked to know only the truth. How many times do you trust a person? grinning smile is all that guide could give me to let me know the answer "again". I asked number of times, the sagacious guide could only tell me "again". I understood and lead the way with a open mind. Only to understand that past does not only give you memories but also led astray feelings cling to your soul. I was offered to establish the company and I understood the meaning "again" cause there was a part of soul in me, which never allowed the heresy to take over and religion I followed was "not trusting".

The word "again" meant detachment, which till then was only a word but the sense seem to follow. It is the difference between me and myself, me is by the ego and myself is the actual. I heard the small talk suddenly whispering to me, the one I had ignored. The one, which when heard after time unknown made me scared. It is was the small talk I had forgotten about. The inner voice, I was jolted but senses turned back. I had a chit chat not for long and not aloud but within me. I found my lost company I had been longing, the thorns on the path only seemed thorns, but the beauty surrounding the thorns looked mesmerizing. Detached I felt within and attached I grew outside. The gravitational collapse was not a feeling anymore, the black hole was not I was looking for. The black hole emits more than it has, that is what makes the gravitational collapse. Not early though I would say that I came to know, but what I know that there is still a lot more inside me before I fall prey to the ad infinitum depth. I shall survive. The world would not change in a day, nor Rome was built in a day, but now  I know I exist and there is change probably not in the world, but the way I look at it.

* Gravitational collapse (courtesy www.wikipedia.org)

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Success seemed to be on going and lonely, the path made me feel.

Love…..

Love is there or love is not there. It is as simple as Black or White and whenever we try to complicate love and try to make it gray trust me it not love. It is either adjustment or compromise, adjustment if the other person loves you and compromise if you love the other person but it not what love is.

There is a very thin line between love and infatuation, though thin but the distance is poles apart. Love is ad infinitum, infatuation comes with an expiry date. Love would never ever make you feel bereft, adverbs, adjectives, personifications, climax, metaphors nothing can explain love, cause either it is there or it is not there. You can only feel it, logics give you strength but heart only falls in love.

What happens when you are in Love?

A multi millionaire question apostles who understood it relished it all their lives, rest remained in the state called love but not love. I am sure you would have met many people in your life, probably just like the newspapers read every-day. You read the news everyday but do you even remember it after like two hours, try it, trust me you would not remember even the title of the articles you read, but you could remember a story that you had read days or months ago. How? That is the whole thing, there are people who we like and whom we don’t. It is there, that is what makes you remember them. You meet the person for the first time and you feel so comfortable with that person as if the person is known to you since archaic. Then there are others, even when they have not done anything wrong you just wana escape. I am sure you would have experienced this.

Language is I believe a very raw form of communication (what?) I can explain, love between friends is called love, love between couples is called love and love between family is also called love, what my point is at times language i.e. speaking out love is not enough, probably it is not enough to express your feelings cause feelings are felt and not spoken. Love is something that you need to make the other person feel, than brag about it. It is caprice yes it is a sudden desire and your second mind tells you all the time that this is “the person”, but we are so used to ignoring the poor chap, that even the strongest feelings of being in love with someone is suppressed and we move on to all the wrong infatuations, flings, heart broken relationships and stuff goes on and on and on.

Ok so how do we go about it? First thing is simple when in love you feel for the person. When in love conversations are not like ok what more do I talk? Is there anything else to talk about? I have told you everything right from my dinner, brushing up my teeth, my day how it was? No it is multitudinous feeling where time runs and things don’t end, it is not stupid conversation but conversation that does not make sense but take all the time away from your life and are very important. The person does not look hot or hunk. The person looks, warm or comfortable. When you touch the other person it not only brings down shivers down the spine, but it brings in that enliven feeling of togetherness. You just cannot stop holding hands, rains are not splashes of water anymore they are the droplets from heaven coming in as a blessing for being together and you just walk into the rain to feel it. You would touch the hands and wish never to let it go away, once you start touching it you begin to feel addictive to touch more, you just cannot stop holding each other. The words would not come out but the silence would make the other person understand it completely, appease the person. The sacrilegious feelings are taken over by sagacious you.

The warmth of the breath is still a distance felt, but only to comfort you and make the presence felt. People don’t fall in love but they rise in love, cause suddenly you start observing things around you, the colour of the trees, the romantic songs played on the radio. People who cannot stop being together, it is like a medicine for example you have to take a medicine every-day, so instead of only being reminded for it, you yourself take it cause you don’t wana miss a movement of your life that could have been spent together. Love makes you rise in life, no matter how turbulent the hurricane has been in your life, that one person would just stand by you and say, “I am here right here with you” and suddenly you would feel the rays of the sun coming from somewhere touching you in most subtle way and give you the strength to rise again. This is the power of love, it would make a king trusty for water and would make a commoner, the man of honour just if you have felt the true love. Trust yourself, trust the love and it does wonders above the world, dead is brought to live, darkness is shadowed with sunlight, the demons leaves and the angel takes over. This is what happens in love.

True love would exonerate your soul, would not limit to heart, body and brains, but would be present in your mind as the true companion, which is like the air you breath no matter how much you exhale you cannot stay without inhaling it again. When in love you don’t cheat not because you cannot or what would happen? It is because there is no one who would touch the soul to which the person did, you may not cheat that would be the muzak that would be played in your head, heart and soul. Being together would not be being physically together, cause love does not make you impractical or immature, but it surely shows you the path to walk, to attain glory, helps you to play the role in life on earth, which we all have to play by the virtue of being human beings. Love is comfortable it is like a shelter, a shelter which makes you forget all your worries, make you believe of being loved, feel the way you feel, where no problems would last more than seconds, where being in the arms of the person could bring peace to your darkest secrets, where eons would just pass by looking into the eyes of the person. This is love.

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