Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Lost and found

Oh my god! I forgot where did I keep it? Here; here; here could be there; there; there, surprisingly every soul around present is being asked as a clue to solve a Sherlock Homes mystery case; then nothing happens, finally enlightenment takes over and shit I have lost it! How many times it has happened with us? Sometimes somebody to blame, sometimes none at all. At the top of it anyone disagreeing; there is this sudden vehemence taking over the dialect making matters worse. Some lectures you might be able to recall ‘you should have more been careful’ ‘you are so careless’ ‘it’s ok it’s just a thing’ ‘forget it’ ‘what?’

Conversely there are times when you find it back, ‘so I did not actually lose it!’ ad hominem about oneself, the relief is temporary and then back to normal; but if you really lose something that was important to you; you remember it for quite a long time of your life; yet the happiness to find it back is momentary; strange but true.  Ameliorate let’s take this to everyday course, time lost never to be found again; trust lost never to be found again (yeah some would disagree, but let me remind you something, once bitten is twice shy you cannot deny it). Now some more coming up hearts broken; opportunities gone; decisions that went wrong. The ones mentioned latter are considered that cannot be fixed ever in life; ‘did you know that fact’ these are the things that can be found again but the ones mentioned before is something no matter what you do, can never be found again.

Lets alleviate heartbroken; let me put it across this way, you need to meet all the wrong people in life to know the right ones and cherish their existence in your life. Opportunities gone, the fact that you had an opportunity is the sign that you have it to get it, back again, probably would need to try a bit more harder, decisions (hahaha, yeah that is what comes to my head; how would you know it is right or wrong; good or bad; until you have faced it, lived it, learnt it! ‘Genius would have been everybody and perfect would have been this earth otherwise’) the best part of everything is ‘it could have been worse’ na na don’t take me wrong I am not trying here to be pessimistic I am trying to say the world looks the way you look at it.

Capricious is considered to be time; I will do it some other time..... that time does not come back, lost is time but memories of ‘things to do remain’ fresh. Trust me no matter how you cajoled the other person, the catastrophe has taken place, caprice would arise to make the other person repay, often opening doors to make somebody else repay. Nay to say two things happen a) there is no difference between the person who did and you doing it now b) your conscious is going to grieve than the other person who did it, but the ego comes in between(rocket science of human nature, don’t know really how it works, but works perfectly; at all the wrong times). Chthonic is lava, so are million desires beneath you. How many could you fulfil it? How many times we think about making up with somebody and because of the busy world we live in; or so to blame it; it does not happen.

Trite we are to listen all this, how much do we know? Every movement lost is an opportunity. People will not understand! Things won’t work according to you. Simple things would be unconquered, amuck are things around. Until we make anything and everything so very important that is takes over control. Go for tryst with yourself, loosen up a bit; the sky won’t come crashing down on you if you don’t want it. The most amazing line I had read in Alchemist ‘If you ask for something from the bottom of your heart, the whole world shall conspire to make it happen’ make sure whatever it is; that is exactly what you want; ask for happiness, it shall follow; ask for comparative happiness, it shall be comparative.

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  1. esp like the second last para, the other person wil pay thng kinda soothe me,love the way u started