India is my country…….is it?

A feeling of trepidation vicarious, but it is there right there in the back of my mind, first it was innocent people who were killed now not even the officials are left to be alive, massacre killings of police officials, then innocent people and then the train, I ask god is there going to be an end. How merciless one could be to knife into the eye of people to check if they are dead gross.

The virtuoso government of our nation still is retroactive as in the past, once the sacrosanct of the government(parliament) was attached and the boorish sadist is still kept alive to see us die one by one, why is that the common does not have the right to live as a human and not to be treated as insipid waste? Lord shall bless us all, but I still don’t want to go high above to get the blessings directly from him.(I am serious no doubts about it).

The indigent hedonist human looks forward for a life, for happiness, security that I am alive and walk down the road and still be alive. Yes I believe I will but not cause I can change the rulers of the land, but I trust to the higher above, not that it can change anything but it helps me to accept that I can live with it.

One thing is for sure now, it is not the rulers of the land who want to or are willing to help us, we need to stand by ourselves for our own betterment. I heard a conversation saying the developed nations are 200 to 300 years old and they too have gone through all this, so what we see now is not different than what they have faced before. I believe I may be wrong but just because others took their sweet time to ripen do I need to wait to grow ripe. I don’t think so, if that would have been the case we would not have progressed and the renaissance would not have taken place.

Let’s not get into the lip service as before, let’s unite for good and stand for it and make it happen. I don’t know how it will work, but I do know, it will if we want to and not to only rely on tribulate rulers of the country. Let’s make this happen and let it happen now like no tomorrow can be a better tomorrow.

Acrimonious positivity…..

Thank you for your mails, comments, suggestions and appreciation, I had complains or suggestions or whatever you call it, that I generally do not write something positive. I guess I do, but the bitter part of being positive. I propose to do it again with a slight change, it is positive from a different prospective. Aesthetic allure of human to be positive, their altruistic behavior to share positivity with the abstruse negativity within, allow me to put it across this way. We read newspapers likely the first “to do things” in the morning, what does it say “so many people killed”, “adulterous activities”, “robbery”, “cozenage” this is how we start off. We seek to be positive, how is that? It has not happened in our neighborhood. Rush to the office the first greeting are “Did you read that news so sad” the person to start off also has his final word “we should be more careful, who can stop such an act, the government is responsible for this, etc. etc. etc.”

The sacrilegious sayings are said by the people trying to be sacrosanct, one of the many ironies of life, people subjugate in a life span. The interesting part is how does it affect without the clue, that it is affecting, it is so deep within us hidden in the darkest caves. I recall a movie starring Shah Rukh Khan, Priety Zinta called “Dil se…” out of mere curiosity I had asked people as to why didn’t like the movie, there obviously some astonishing comments, but maximum could gist out on because “the hero dies in the end” that is the whole point. They loved the dance sequence in the movie on the running train first in it’s own way, star caste, stuff people could just talk about but did not like it cause the hero dies.

This is just one of the examples, there are numerous other, may be movies, people, like for everything there is a whim, that it has to end in a positive whim only. Is there something wrong about it, no not at all, well we should all think to be positive, but the lip service people do is stranger than the fiction. Ok so what is the whole point about all this? To be positivist is not only to behave cocksure and brag about being positive. You don’t only need to say it, but to believe it. Don’t prove to the world, prove it to yourself.

Fear death, but living life right now to the fullest is being positive, others do and have done wrong to you, forgive them, remember don’t forget, forgiving them and moving ahead is being positive. People try to snatch your position, possessions, belongings. Trying to cling on them, trying to save them, getting in secured about everything is not even close to being positive, but aiming that I would have more than what people can take away from me is being positive. Thrown stones in water, spoken words and life lived cannot turn back, don’t try it, it is not how the nature is, it is not in your power. What you have is living right now to best of ability to live.

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Fighting rationality to the world is killing me inside.

Do I really need to prove anything to anyone is the question suddenly struck to my mind, sending shivers down my spine, forcing me to think am I here to be a missionary or a message. My conscious was shocked, what I could only reveal to myself, I am here to be a message and not a missionary.

Though it may seem illogical, I tried to my best to make up things, the best to my ability, turning the world as much as I could. In return I expected at least good wishes or nothing but not what I got. My intentions were questioned, I was made casteless I was degraded to speak my heart over rationality, I tried to fight rationality and I fought, but suddenly head increased in numbers than hearts, I could not beat the rationality, I lost it, named myself in bad books. Now was it essential to explain the occult to the most rational souls, who could not even appreciate the birds singing in morning, but think it is their role to play as bird on earth.

No, it was not worth it. I realized it late, I do agree, but honestly it is not worth it, ever to talk about it. Let me put it this way cause I am right so you are supposed to be wrong, this where the logic works, the rationality takes place, the other slope could be I am right that does not make you wrong, you can be right as well, for example: five hundred years back earth was flat, anybody who challenged it was taking to task, or even executed if determined to prove the same, now we all know the earth is round this is the reality today and anybody who says it is flat could be said to stop hallucinating.

Now the question is am I suppose to fight rationality cause it is not the truth now? I am also not making a statement that it is only me who knows the truth. Truth is universal and will come to conscious no matter what happens, even if it has to take some time. If I have understood it, then why am I trying to impose it to others, they have warranted up themselves with whatever mirage they are comfortable with, who am I to say break the cocoon and fly to glory? Answers coined up for my pieces of broken heart, rationality is what I had to bring to logically satisfy this world. No matter how much I tried to maintain a balance between being a rational and being an irradiate. I could not stop from taking sides, where as the world is not good and bad it is just the way it is, why am I taking sides?

Suddenly some beautiful lines came in front my eyes, “Always see good in everyone, be blind to the faults of others, it brings peace in your life. Things don’t change so just change the way you look at them” rationality took afire. What if other faults are hurting me? The reason for being hurt is that I had been trying to add everybody to make my world, but on contrary only one person can survive to become my whole world or I could become the my whole world for myself. Now can others rationality hurt, no I feel as peace, why am I seeking outside, when my heart lies within. I wished I knew it before, would not have hurt myself, but the sun would shine bright only after the darkest nights and not on cloudy days.

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